Trying is lying

It has been kinda of strange these days as i tend to wake up in the middle of the night around 3 am, thinking that i had some unfinished work to be done. But sometimes i am just wondering is it because i am putting stress on myself, or there is really a lot of work to be done. The nature of the job i am in is well known for it’s taxing working hours and exhilarating brain juicing sessions. Of recent, i kinda found out that the extra load of work i am doing is actually trying to explain things to people. It’s kinda of an all by myself battle and i guess it will take a long time for me to iron out things and make them see from my perspective. So, do you have a demon to make you stay up all night like me?